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heylo!! o wow... i haven't blogged in here since last month... lol i keep putting it off... i'm going to update it in a bit too... it's bin sOo long!! grr... o yea... n' i have sOo much to say... and sOo little time. *sigh* n dang!! there's some stuff goin on round mhs... n' it's pretty... weird. lol newaiz... gonna update, then blog... so you guys'll be hearing from me agens.... byee! babii

 heylo!! wsup wsup.... newaiz... havent blogged since august... dayum. month ago. newaiz... lotsa updates... lost my i.d card... and now i'm pissed. met a WHOLE buncha peoples... ^^ lotsa cute guys... ^^ *erhm*... newaiz... chnz skoo has started agen [and michael z., if you are reading this, you better let ur frenz go with you this saturday!!!!!! i'm frikin pissed, and you sOo do NOT want to get hurt.] boring like hell... and my dance class [the first one on saturday...] has started agen... but the later one, my second dance class on sat. is cancelled or somethin... becuz she wont be teaching anymore... [[dammit!!!! she's a helluh gewd teacher too! grr...]] and let's see... my dance class [elective] is pretty kewl... there's this one guy who's in it... but i think he's kinda shy... he looks, but never says hi or anything... and i met this one reallie nice guy, john, he's in the anime club with mee, and he's a hellofa good artist!! ^^ wish i could draw like that... i cant draw hair or hands for crackshiet. newaiz... let's see... and i think i like this one guy... but i knoe he dont like me any. T.T helluh sad, yupp... actually, let's see... and i still have those lil guy issues with this one dude... ^^;; sry if i'm not being very detailed bout the guys... but i dont want them reading my xanga and finding that i like them, or i'm talkin shiet bout them or somethin... ^^ but hey... i reallie like em, they're kewlio! ^^ [i haven't sed that word since like, months.] newaiz. and there's also this one andrew dude, buh he's kinda scary... and this greg guy... he's a lil sevie... flip. kinda... yea. long story short,  he kinda scares me a bit... ^^ oyea! and there's this one ta for my science teacher... he's hecka koo... tho i might have to say, like, quiet... ^^ but he's reallie nice... ? and let's see... iono how to spell his name, but it's hy or somethin like that. ^^;;; [sry if i spelled it wrong!] and let's see... i met lotsa guys from band that one day after skoo watchin them practice... it was all good... and you know what, i can neva find anybody at the high skoo its too frikin big... newaiz... lets see... o! and if you've emailed mee somethin, and i havent replied to you in like, a month, i'm sry! but i havent bin able to chek my mail... so now i'm going to have to delete a whole bunch because its overfilled... so yea. and i needa get a chatter up in here. yupp... and jus because, i'm going to say this out of the blue... : i can't even keep track of who i like right bout now... ^^ gosh... i'm getting a headache jus thinkin bout all this... newaiz... o yea... and i knoe my birthday's going to be like crap. jus saying... newaiz. buh byees! i think i've sed nuf for an update. now let's see... bout my day... in the morning... i couldnt find ANYBODY... so i jus stuck wif cindy n britney... ^^ [[michael... you gotta be there when you say you are!!]] an then my first per., all we did was sit and listen to soccer rules for tmr... an then second per. dance, power outage... brunch... third per, notes, fourth, outage agen... [but it jus HAD to come back on.] notes n work. lunch.... [helluh complicating, so i dont wanna talk bout it jus right now...] fifth was koo, and sixth was boring. thas bout it... so newaiz... call me up if you wanted somethin... or else tell me at skoo! buh byees! babii ^^

  heylo!! well, it's bin a while since i've blogged... ^^;; uhm... lotsa things have happened. lets see... there was a couple of guys that i have met... and some frenz that i have seen over the summer... and drama. lots n lots of drama. considernig it involved, like, half the neighborhood... and all of the lil kids... lets see... starting with my ear peircings... i got my ears peirced... on 08-04-04... and saw a movie that day with jojo n her cousin kyle, n jim... ^^ n then i got back and find that megan on of the lil girls that live round me, starts hanging out with my ex. so i'm okae with that. so we've bin hanging out with eachother a bit and things are okae... not close but not like, we don't knoe eachother... but then, i come back outside to hang out with everybody, like, about three days or so later, and everybody's telling me that megan and him kissed, or that they were smoking...and i'm like, what? what happened?? and so stephanie... one of the other lil girls that i knoe, tells me that megan tress., gusto, n him were all hanging out together like, late the other night... and he offered them a smoke... i'm like, WTF?! and then that meg n him kissed after a bit... n her mom caught them or something... n so now shes being yelled at, n tress' older brother, a.j., doesnt like him because he did that, n she was there, n so it looks like they are bout to fight... and everybody else was in trouble becuase they were hanging out with him. so, now my ex is in trouble, n so is everybody else. turns out that otto, this one other guy who's like, older [[by alot]] knoes bout all this too, n called the cops. so, after i heard the story, like, twice, i go back to eat dinner, and i come back out to see a.j. there with otto talking, and then the cops are over here... talking with megan and her mom... and after they were done talking with them, they came over to us, n asked us a few questions bout him, and a.j. did all the talking since i didnt have anything to do with any of this bs, and then they leave after they get done and went to go look for him. so i decided to call him, and see what the hell was going on... i called his cellie, and turns out that he was at the pool... and the cops were going over there to go see if he was there, since he WAS there the whole day with ''peoples''. then the cops came back to ask us somemore questions, and since i had jus called him, a.j. tells them that i had his number, and they ask fo it. so now they have his number, and they leave. now its just me, n a.j., talking bout 'stuff'... since we havent seen eachother for bout, oOo... at least o4 years... even tho we live like, less than a block away from eachother and i talk to his sister like, at least once a week... so yea... we catch up... and then i leave becuase it was getting dark out... and i was getting bored kinda. later, i called my ex, to see what was happening... [[yea, cant believe i did that too... -.-'']] and he tells me that th cops were after him, n that he was going to kill a.j. n otto for messing with him, like he was going to get his ''homeboys'' from south san jo., n beat em up or somethin, n i'm like, wth are you doing that for? you brought it on urself, don't make things worse... and he's like, whatever... later then that night...i was going to stop by and say hi to otto agen... and i was with tressie n steph too... and jenny was there talking with him too... and suddenly, he tells me that he has something to tell me, and he was all excited n shiet... and so he kicks everybody out n tells me... [[lol sry... can't say what he sed... or else it would spoil everything... ^.- i'm a woman on a mission... lmao amber... ^^]] and so, after i meet up with tressie and steph agen... i told them that i would talk to them later, and that i would call tressie later that night... and so i eventually call tressie... and a.j. ends up picking up... and he tells me that she was alredie asleep... and i'm like, bummer... but i ends up talking to him. and i found out lots bout him... [[and i can't reallie put into full detail of what he sed, or what we talked bout... but hey... lets jus say we talked until i had to switch phones because my phone was dying... ^.- and so we talked... and then we got off the phone... and something was planned for teh next day, but he totally blew it off... -.-'' *sigh*... yupp. killed it completely... and you know what? he's ajerk... not that much becuz i can't say that he completely is, becuz he has his reasons... but if i told yous, then my '' top-secret mission'' wouldnt be top secret anymore... even tho... uh... yea... ^^'' nvm. newaiz... i'm going to totally set him n skoo frenz into totally different piles, since he wants tro ease me in, or so otto says or whatever he sed... newaiz, getting off of THAT subject... i had to quit colorgaurd, which REALLIE sux donkeyballs... becuz i loved it, and i had to go quit it becuz of somethin i don't like... *ARGH!!* and i went to jojo's b-dae!! amber, n jennier was there... had lotsa fun... saw a movie... ''talked'' bout stuff we dint knoe from last yr's drama shiet... and talked bout new things that happened... ^.- or never got to happen in one of my cases...='( and stuff. i learned bout lotsa things that happened that i had only knew only a smidgen bout... but hey... i dint reallie care for the dramatics... unless it was the class... ^^'' but yea. i had lots n lotsa fun... newaiz... then we went to the mall, n went shopping n took pixors... [[lol want one...?]] n ate... n yea... that was bought it for tha day... and then that was my day that day... newaiz... i have sOo much more to say... but i'll have to tell you later... ^^! buh byees! nite'! ^^ BB.

hmm... nother boring old day... with boring ol' mee... gosh... there reallie isnt anything to do, is there??? hmph. sOoOo bored!! out of my mind! and you know... i so dont feel like being here anymore... lol i was talking to lorden about all this n some other stuff... gosh... and you know what? he's reallie nice... like, reallie. i mean, to me, before i talked to him, he was like, a mad scientist type... [[but thas only becuz he was waa~y rude to me before when we were lil...]] and he helps me on things like, gb, or jus to chat n let me vent on some things... its like having jewl there... but easier to reach, ya know? well, maybe not... but he's rather very dependable... and i'm glad i have him as a frend. and i cant believe that i havent noticed that before! he's like, the perfect buddie to be there... well, most of the time... ^^ but hey. i dont mind. at least i can talk to him bout almost everything... =) newaiz... yea. but you know, he should reallie get out more often... and do somethin... and maybe i'll have a birthday bash... jus so he would get out of the house or somethin... ^^ hey, itll help! brb... blog more later... got to chek on somethin... BB